(written on a bathroom wall)

What is the meaning of life?

To be the eyes and ears
of the Creator of the Universe
you fool.

(replicated from a Digg commentary on a Kurt Vonnegut quotation)

Cash is Pretty Paper

San Jose is truly a Pivotal Place

Pigs Gettin' Fattened for the Slaughter

Remember what you created...

Remember what you give away when you take something...

Remember where your food and your inspiration comes from....

"He asked, ‘ Do you know how to catch wild pigs?’ The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said this was no joke. ‘You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. When they are used to coming every day, you put a fence down one side of the place where they are used to coming. When they get used to the fence, they begin to eat the corn again and you put up another side of the fence. They get used to that and start to eat again. You continue until you have all four sides of the fence up with a gate in the last side. The pigs, who are used to the free corn, start to come through the gate to eat, you slam the gate on them and catch the whole herd. Suddenly the wild pigs have lost their freedom. They run around and around inside the fence, but they are caught. Soon they go back to eating the free corn. They are so used to it that they have forgotten how To forage in the woods for themselves, so they accept their captivity." (blog)

initiated by the sun,

the 4 gates and the angels,

I give birth to Light.

initiated by the moon,

the stars and the earth,

I give birth to Darkness.

ready to awaken,

to be taken

up to our highest heart

ALOHA

ALOHA

ALOHA

I give thanks and praise

and big heart to laugh as I cry,

learning that to live

is always to die

to dying

and the journey of flying freedom

through this dream

as two

as one

as none

but the way,

the way of changing lines

and sacred angles

into the voices of angels

and the colors of stars

in orgasmic silence

In A Grace

As Heaven's Gate opens through me, I clear all discord & allow my Divine Harmony to reflect perfectly in all that is around me; I allow all that is to flow and be itself - entrusted with the harmonic grace and geometric-angelic simplicities that ALL IS.

I trust in my own divine harmony.
I surrender and give of myself into the harmonic flow of my own living experience without fear or fault or failure in stillness.

I release myself of doubt and fear - I release myself of the doubt of my truly wonder-filled and awesome experience - may I only enjoy the wonder and flow of my life and may all pain release into the flowing bliss of simply being as it is.

Thank you to all who have contributed to my bliss, who have offered their loving attention to allow for, invite forth, and nourish my joy - that I may share it freely and in the flow of my life.

Through the matrices - through the valleys and peaks, I surrender to the divine timing of it all for it is truly beyond my comprehension - my capacity to know - may I only rest in the bliss of the stillness that is & awaken anew in each moment with gratitude filling my heart & joyous peace resounding the fields around me.

May all noise be the fractalline perfection in my Holy Temple of Awareness!
ALOHA Oh Divine Breathe of the Creator that ALL shares - graciously we sip the nectar & release the pleasure unto You, that is ourselves, that is one another, that is the Eternal & One & none. ALOHA ALOHA ALOHA

enLIGHTen-mentation

Q: But who creates the world?

Maharaj: The Universal Mind makes and unmakes everything. The Supreme imparts reality to whatever comes into being. To say that it is the universal love may be the nearest we can come to it in words. Just like love it makes everything real, beautiful, desirable.

Q: Why desirable?

M: Why not? Wherefrom come all the powerful attractions that make all created things respond to each other, that bring people together, if not from the Supreme? Shun not desire; see only that it flows into the right channels. Without desire you are dead. But with low desires you are a ghost.

Q: What is the experience that comes nearest to the Supreme?

M: Immense peace and boundless love. Realize that whatever there is true, noble, and beautiful in the universe, it all comes from you, that you yourself are at the source of it. The gods and goddesses that supervise the world may be most wonderful and glorious beings; yet they are like the gorgeously dressed servants who proclaim the power and the riches of their master.

Q: How does one reach the Supreme state?

M: By renouncing all lesser desires. As long as you are pleased with the lesser, you cannot have the highest. Whatever pleases you, keeps you back. Until you realize the unsatisfactoriness of everything, its transiency and limitation, and collect your energies in one great longing, even the first step is not made. On the other hand, the integrity of the desire for the Supreme is by itself a call from the Supreme. Nothing, physical or mental, can give you freedom. You are free once you understand that your bondage is of your own making and you cease forging the chains that bind you.

Heyoka

Heyoka
heyoka
no mind
makes more
than the no mind
or to find me still sitting there
where I thought
I had once stood up from
for to walk on a ways
and some days
until I stood once again
in the same circle
sitting.
I thought.


Heyoka - "he tests your beliefs to see if they're real."

So what are you holding onto as being real?

I hold onto my name.
I hold onto my house, my world, my money, my school, my stuff, my body.

I hold onto more than might be wise... we all do
but we are all lucky.
Goddess doesn't mind and the Universe is generous.

So we hold on to reality.

Heyoka he no ha ha
I laugh at you because I laugh at me.

So let go and let go of me.

Heyoka
heyoka

the Art of Arts

to make love to You,
O Goddess,
is the only art
I have found worthy
of my eternity

divinely playing
in tune
in time
to enhance your dazzling light
with my soft and simple
witnessing and honoring
of that which you are
and that which you are becoming

I am completed. I am one in the divine dance that is all, that is none.

Thank you for your reflections, your receiving heart, and your inspired song.